Undeserving.

I think it's pretty crazy how one person can make you so happy.
I also think it's crazy how when you least expect it God puts the most amazing people in your life. I am so undeserving, yet he gives me all of these incredible people, and blessings. I am just letting it all soak in, and loving every minute I have with all of my church family.

I am blessed beyond belief.

:)

With the Help of David Huff....

So today has been a pretty good day. Well, I should say yesterday..considering it's 12:25 am. I woke up, got in a fight with my mom, made up with her, went to lunch with her...had a great conversation (something that hasn't happened with my mom in God knows how long), came back home and got to relax until I headed over to Margie and David's house. When I got to Margie's house I got greeted by the cutest little man you could ever meet..and no, I'm not talking about David, it's ROMAN guys! haha He is just such a little blessing to me, I just love him so much. He has the best sense of humor out of anyone I know, and that's a lot of people. Anyway, I had been feeling weird like all day, and I realized that it was just an attack from the devil...which really made me mad, and it felt like there was nothing I could do to just get rid of the mood I was in. So we ate Margie's delicious meal and headed off to Living To Go church to see some crazy people play some crazy awesome worship music! haha It was amazing and definitely what I needed to get out of my funk. It's crazy how the devil knows when to attack, and excatly how..but I just need to learn how to put on my armor and press on. I have God on my team, so how could I not win, right? ;) Annnnyways, while I was at the Huff's house I was talking to David about my future and what he thought I should do...and I must say, he gave some pretty decent advice. I told him that I wanted to be a missionary, and thought it would be smart to go to college and major in business and minor in bible and ministry...but he shot that down pretty quick...

So guess what guys?!? I'm gonna be going to Vol State my first two years, getting involved in as many missions that I can, and becoming glued to The Church at Indian Lake. Then, once I'm done with college, hopefully y'all can ship me off to some other country so I can spread God's work to the rest of the world. How awesome will that be?!!!! :)

I'm pumped.

God is good, isn't he?

:)

I'm Ready! :)

I have been finding myself so frustrated and anxious with just, well...myself. Because I know in my heart that I am meant to do something great, and I know that for real, with everything in me..but I just wish it could become more clear as to what..when..and how. Don't we all though? I know that I am called to do missions work. I have known that for a long time, but I haven't ever really grasped the concept that that is for real what I am supposed to do with my life. It is so crazy to think that this is my last year in high school, and when it's over I will be beginning my real life. What I was called to do. Not that I can't start now, by telling people what God has done for me, and my life..cause I can. We come in contact with so many people that it makes it easy for us to share that with people on a daily basis. But I am ready to get out into the world, where people have never even heard the name Jesus, and let them know how real he is, and how much of an impact he has and is continuing to make in my life. I'm ready for college, and I'm ready to be challenged. I am so thankful for everything that I have, and everyone. I couldn't have asked for better people in my life, and I mean that with all of my heart. God is doing some amazing things in, and around me..and I couldnt be more excited to see what else he has in store for me :)